Sunday, March 31, 2013

My Farewell Talk


       The Atonement of Jesus Christ is perhaps the most crucial event, and certainly the most loving act, in all recorded history. Centered about the city of Jerusalem approximately 2,000 years ago, the ordeal of the Atonement fulfilled the purpose of Heavenly Father’s creation, and satisfied the demands of justice, requisite from the Fall and our agency.
       The Atonement is infinite, eternal, and unfathomable. We cannot comprehend the exquisite pain Christ must have suffered, nor the agony of the innumerable thoughts, words, and actions He atoned for, as well as the pains and sorrows of every generation to walk the earth. Christ’s Atonement, made possible by His divinity and perfection, and consisting of His suffering, crucifixion, and resurrection, provides us justification with the laws of God, as well as reconciliation with Heavenly Father. The word atone itself is most simply broken down to “at one”. Through Christ’s Atonement, we can eventually become one with the Father in purpose and in exaltation. Additionally, in Hebrew, the basic word for Atonement is “kaphar”, which means to cover. According to my Old Testament professor, in Biblical times, if a servant wronged a lord, he would be severely punished if he did not receive forgiveness. The servant would approach the master, and if the master reached out to wrap and cover the servant with his cloak, the man was forgiven and beyond reproach. He became free from the consequences of the law. The Savior’s atonement does the same for us. We can be redeemed, and encircled in the arms of His love (2 Ne 1:15).
       Every man, woman, and accountable child is in desperate need of that love, for “all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God” (Romans 3:23). As no unclean thing can abide the presence of God, there must be a redemption, a way to escape the condemnation of eternal laws. The law must also remain intact, for as we know, if there is no law, there is no sin; and if there is no sin, there is no righteousness. If there is no righteousness, there is no happiness, and if there is neither righteousness nor happiness, there is no punishment nor misery, and if those things are not, there is no God, and if there is no God, we would not be (2 Nephi 2:13). We must have a Mediator to remove our condemnation, without removing the law. That is justification—the elimination of the punishment of our sin, or rather, the transferal of our punishment from ourselves to the Savior. The Atonement allows this justification, and also, enables our sanctification. Christ purifies us and removes the effects of our sins. Through His blood, our garments are washed clean.
       To claim these wondrous blessings of the Atonement, it is necessary for us to act. Given the magnitude of the gift of His grace, we could never suppose, even with all the good we could possibly do in this life, that we had earned it. It is simply too great. It is, and always will be, a gift from God through His divine Son. However, what doth it profit a man if a gift is bestowed upon him, and he receives it not? We must rejoice in that which is given (D&C 88:33), and though we cannot earn it, we must do all in our power to accept the gift of His grace and atonement.
       We can do this by following the laws and ordinances our Heavenly Father has set in place to protect us, namely, believe in His name, repent, be baptized, strive to always keep the Spirit, and endure to the end. We choose to accept Christ’s sacrifice by offering ourselves with a broken heart and a contrite spirit. The penitent soul is one willing to change, and through the Atonement, is able to be born again as a child of Christ.
       This process of repentance and accepting God’s grace is an ongoing obligation. The Atonement’s mercy will claim the penitent, and they will be saved. We must persist in our covenants, relying on repentance. Though striving to do all in our power every day, we must also accept that we cannot achieve perfection in this life. As we know, during Christ’s mortal ministry, He counseled His followers to be perfect, even as our Father in heaven. It wasn’t until after His resurrection that He admonished the Nephite people to be perfect as He AND the Father. We must not presume to achieve what even the Son of God could not in mortality. Far too often, I forget this fact. We must realize that in our lives, we will make mistakes. We will sin. We may become discouraged at our imperfection. But if we strive to develop as children of a divine Being, doing our best, and repenting when we fall, all will be well. As Elder Christofferson explains:
"Personal persistence in the path of obedience is something different than achieving perfection in mortality. Perfection is not, as some suppose, a prerequisite for the justification and sanctification of the Atonement. It is just the opposite: justification (being pardoned) and sanctification (being purified) are the prerequisites for perfection. We only become perfect “IN Christ”, not independently of Him. Thus, what is required of us in order to obtain mercy in the day of judgment is simple diligence."
As the Prophet Joseph Smith counseled from the dank prison of Liberty, Missouri: “Let us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God” (D&C 123:17).
It does not matter where we are on the path to perfection, as long as we are on that straight and narrow way. As we strive to do all we can, we can stand assured that because of Christ’s Atonement, it is enough. We could not satisfy the demands of justice on our own – the suffering which caused even God to tremble because of pain, and to bleed at every pore, and to suffer both body and spirit (D&C 19:18). Christ’s atonement allows Him to act as our advocate to the Father and to the demands of justice. And the Savior WILL be our advocate and our friend. He knows, from experience, how to help us, and He suffered personally, to redeem us.
       Though impossible to comprehend the eternal nature of His suffering, we can gain faith in Christ’s atonement. That faith can come through a small conceptualization, which offers a glimpse at the greatest power of the atonement. That marvelous power, the most significant aspect of our Savior’s sacrifice, lies not in the infinite nature of His suffering. It is not how the Atonement spans time and space, and can never be extinguished. That magnificent power is not what He did for the hundreds of billions of His brothers and sisters who have lived or will live. The greatest power of the Atonement is what He did for ME. It is what He did for YOU. That is the aspect of the Atonement that I understand. I know how He suffered for MY sins, and the sweet forgiveness I receive from that. I know the peace He provides me when I am fraught with anxiety. I know the comfort that He gives me when I am overcome with grief at the loss of a loved one. I know the hope He gives me in resurrection and in eternal life. And that is why I know He is my Savior, and everyone else’s. That incredible gift, His complete Atonement—that is why I am serving a mission. The gospel is the good news – the incredible news that Christ has made a perfect Atonement for mankind that will redeem all from the grave, and all who accept it from sin. That news MUST be shared. Christ has redeemed mankind—Christ has redeemed ME. And each of you. You can still go to the Garden of Gethsemane, but the Lord cannot be found there. Nor will He be at the Garden Tomb. He is not on the road to Jerusalem, nor in Galilee, nor at Nazareth or Bethlehem. He must be found in your heart. And that is what the Atonement allows us to do – find Christ and our Heavenly Father, and return to them – no matter what. His gift – His grace – His mercy – allows us to merely do our best. We don’t have to run more than we have strength. Just do all we can and He will make up the rest. The Atonement is infinite. It is mind-boggling. I couldn’t hope to understand or explain it fully. But what is the most important, is what the Atonement does for YOU. Christ’s love for each of you is unfathomable. And if you reciprocate that love, you will be blessed beyond comprehension. The Atonement allows us, allows me, and allows you, to come unto Him and be transformed. So come unto Him. Be purified in Him. Be sealed for eternity – to Christ, our families, and our Heavenly Father. That is the purpose of this life – to gain our next estate; to become qualified for eternal life. And that purpose is made possible through Christ and His atonement. The ultimate blessing of the Atonement will be to become one with Him, to be in His divine presence, to be called by name as He warmly welcomes us with open arms to be enfolded in His boundless love. The gift of His great atoning sacrifice for each of us is what will allow us to access such forgiveness, mercy, and love. It is far more powerful than anything we can comprehend. Everything hinges on the Atonement, and our acceptance of it. Without it, our souls would be lost. With it, we are saved.

       I am so grateful for the Atonement. In December, a good friend and my grandmother passed away within a few days of each other. It was the first time I experienced death. Without my knowledge of the Plan of Salvation and Christ’s Atonement, I don't know if I would have been able to get through this trial. But with the peace that I was able to overcome. I am also grateful for the Atonement because I often worry that I may not be good enough, in life, and now as a missionary. But the Atonement provides me the assurance that as long as I try, through Christ, I am more than good enough. I am grateful for the temple, the spirit there, and the strength/protection covenants provide. I feel so privileged to have the opportunity to serve a mission. The gospel means everything to me and I am so excited to share it with our brothers and sisters in Portugal. 

I know the Church is true. The gospel is truer than ANYTHING. Christ and Heavenly Father love us so much. I know that through the Atonement we will be saved.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.



Some talks I read to prepare: 

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Impatience!

14 days left!!! 

I am 90% done with my wait time!!! :) It's been 126 days since I got my call. And I think I might be going crazy. I kind of feel the way I do when I go to an amusement park. When I first get in line for a roller coaster, I am very excited, and I love watching everyone else riding as I wait. But as I get closer and closer to the front, I get more and more nervous and scared. When I'm at the front of the line, I feel like I might throw up, and climbing in is even worse. But as soon as the ride begins, I LOVE it. And right now, I'm getting up to the front of the line. I might puke outside the MTC when I get dropped off.

So since I'm freaking out, I am going to do like the hymn says and count my blessings, and hopefully "every doubt will fly"*.

I am grateful for... 

  1. Heavenly Father and the Saviour.
  2. The gospel.
  3. My family. They're pretty great. My little sisters keep me laughing and my parents do such much for me. And my brother tolerates me, which is pretty impressive for a 16-year-old.
  4. The chance to serve a mission!
  5. The chance to serve in beautiful Lisbon. I thought I wanted to go stateside, but I am so grateful that the Lord doesn't listen to what I think I want when He knows better.
  6. So many amazing friends who are either also serving missions or are supporting me on mine.
  7. My best friend! Without Kalen, I don't know where I would be. Probably somewhere with a bunch of cats... 
  8. My other best friend who is serving a mission and is such a great example to me. 
  9. Priesthood blessings. I know that if given and received with pure intent, the words of blessings are God's words to us. That is amazing.
  10. Comfy shoes - I FINALLY found some shoes for my mission and guess what - I don't even hate them! (Now I'm just hoping they arrive before I leave...)
  11. Online shopping. I pretty much bought everything for my mission online. And some things not for my mission... (Oops.)
  12. My job. I was able to work between the time fall semester ended and a couple weeks ago. Without that, I don't know how I would have afforded anything for my mission. It was such a blessing. And it kept me off the streets of the 'hood.
  13. The mission prep class I took last spring, and the amazing teacher I had. Brother Goodman taught us the doctrine, better than probably any teacher I've ever had. And he was so supportive of all his students, even that 19-year-old punk girl who thought she should take mission prep two years before she thought she could serve a mission.  
  14. Blogs and Pinterest. Not to be creepy, but if you are a sister missionary and have a non-private blog, I have probably read a few, if not all, of your posts. The advice I found helped me figure out where to buy clothes, what to pack, etc. So... thanks (creeper status). 
  15. Letters! I absolutely love getting letters from my missionary friends. I love all of them so much and it is so great to hear how they are changing lives. (And also to know they haven't forgotten me, haha.)
  16. The fact that I'm not going to Africa. I'm sure a mission is amazing anywhere, but seriously, I need a toilet and to not eat bugs. I know I'm really spoiled, but thankfully the Lord puts up with some of my flaws (for now).
  17. My calling as primary chorister. I moved home after fall semester and went to my home ward. I really didn't want to be the primary chorister, because I didn't know how, and there were only like 7 kids, and they never listened to me, and never sang so I was basically just singing to them, and a lot of other reasons... but I LOVE it. The little sunbeams especially are freaking angels and I love how they try so hard even when they only know two words. And they're SO CUTE. 
  18. The scriptures. They are the word of God!
  19. The temple.  I love attending the temple -there is so much peace there. The rest of the world just floats away for a few hours. Plus the food in the cafeteria is mighty tasy...
  20. Dance and music. It's amazing how music has such power, and can invite the Spirit.
  21. Prayer. It's so crazy that you can speak directly to the most Supreme Being in the UNIVERSE... and He will listen. It's mind-boggling how important we are, even though we're not at all. (See President Uchtdorf's talk from October 2011). 
  22. The patience I have (somewhat) gained over the past few months. I am not the most patient person in the world and so I might have been a tiny bit upset that I had to wait so long to report to the MTC.... But I am trying to have faith that there is a reason for this ridiculous amount of time. Because without that, I will explode. And it will be messy. 
  23. Silly things like socks and scarves. I just love them. And I'm really glad they were invented.
  24. The age requirement change for missions. Last year I was SO upset that I couldn't serve as a 19-year-old (more upset than I should have been). I guess Heavenly Father might have heard my complaints. And probably the faithful prayers of many sisters that are far more spiritual than I may ever hope to be. But this change is amazing, and it's really cool that we got to witness it. 
  25. The Atonement of Jesus Christ. I do a lot of stupid things and I'm reeeeaaaally glad I can be forgiven. 
  26. A lot more things that are probably kind of dumb, like indoor plumbing, and chocolate, and hugs.  Life is just really great. This world is so beautiful. We really have been given so much by our Heavenly Father. 


*Guess what, it worked. 

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

About Portugal

Some interesting facts about Portugal, the Church there, and the Lisbon mission!

The Area:
The Portugal, Lisbon mission covers all of Portugal, as well as the Azores Islands.

Portugal is the westernmost country of Europe, lying on the Iberian peninsula. It is bordered on the west and south by Atlantic Ocean and on the north and east by Spain.

Utah (pink) vs. Portugal (purple)
 The land consists of highland forests in the north and rolling lowland in the south. It tends to be wetter and cooler in the north, and more warm and dry in the south. Most people live along the coast, with a third of the population living in the urban areas of Lisbon and Porto.

Comparative: Portugal is less than half the size of Utah. They are at the same approximate latitude, but Lisbon's elevation is about 700 feet... while Salt Lake's average is 4200 feet above sea level.


Church Stats:
Portugal has 6 stakes and 4 districts. There are currently 39,760 members who meet in 67 congregations*.

*Statistics based on the end of 2012

Country Stats and Info:
Population is 10,781,459 (July 2012 estimate).
Average life expectancy is about 79 years (male - 74; female - 82).
The "Sanitation Facility Access" is 100% for the whole country! 
Portugal has the 19th highest quality-of-life in the whole world.
The actual name of the country is the "Portuguese Republic" or "Republica Portuguesa", but it is generally referred to as Portugal (like calling "The United States of America" just "The United States" or "The U.S.")
Portugal was established as a kingdom in 1139 A.D.
Government: Parliamentary democracy since 1976.
Elections: president elected by popular vote (anyone 18 years old or older can vote) for a five-year term (eligible for a second term); election last held on 23 January 2011 (next to be held in January 2016); following legislative elections, the leader of the majority party or leader of a majority coalition usually appointed prime minister by the president

Climate:
Ranges by area from Mediterranean to semi-arid.
Average annual temperature is 12 °C (53.6 °F) in the mountainous north to over 18 °C (64.4 °F) in the south.
The country has around 2500 to 3200 hours of sunshine a year, an average of 4–6 h in winter and 10–12 h in the summer, with higher values in the southeast and lower in the northwest.
In some areas, such as the Guadiana basin, annual average temperatures can be as high as 20 °C (68 °F), but summer highest temperatures may be over 45 °C (113 °F). The record high of 47.4 °C (117.3 °F) was recorded in Amareleja. Snowfalls occur regularly in the interior North and Center of the country in particular in the districts of Vila Real, Bragança, Viseu and Guarda. In winter temperatures may drop below −10 °C (14.0 °F) in particular in Serra da Estrela, Serra do Gerês and Serra de Montesinho. In these places snow can fall any time from October to May. In the south of the country snowfalls are rare but still occur in the highest elevations. The island of the Azores have been identified as having a Mediterranean climate and are typically more mild in temperature.

*Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Portugal

Flag:
Two vertical bands of green (hoist side, two-fifths) and red (three-fifths) with the national coat of arms (armillary sphere and Portuguese shield) centered on the dividing line. The explanations for the color meanings are ambiguous, but a popular interpretation has green symbolizing hope and red the blood of those defending the nation.

History of the Church in Portugal:
The first Church meetings held in Portugal were among the United States Armed Forces stationed there in the early 1970s. Later in 1974, Church President Spencer W. Kimball visited Portugal and received confirmation that the Church would be recognized and that missionaries could begin work in the country.
In November 1974, Elder William Grant Bangerter of the Seventy arrived in Lisbon to preside over the newly created Portugal Lisbon Mission. Four missionaries were transferred from a mission in Brazil to begin the work. The earliest Church meetings were held in the home of a Canadian embassy member living in Portugal.
By July 1975, there were 100 Portuguese Latter-day Saints, and by July 1978, membership had reached 1,000.Today there are more than 39,000 members.

*Source: http://www.mormonnewsroom.org/facts-and-statistics/country/portugal

The Mission:
Opened in 1974 by Elder William Bangerter of the Seventy. First there was just one mission in Portugal, then it was divided into the Porto (North) and Lisbon (South) missions, and finally was recently re-combined into just the Lisbon mission, which covers the whole country.
In the fall of 1981 Elder Boyd K. Packer visited Portugal. During his stay he said to the mission President, Harold G. Hillam, "It is going to be in Portugal as it has been in South America, where there has been so much growth and advancement in the Church. The growth in Portugal will be slow at first, but then there will be an explosion."
During a visit by Elder Theodore Tuttle in February of 1983 he said, "Portugal will be the key that will open Europe, and will help the Church grow here in this part of the world."
In 1986, Elder Russell M. Nelson of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles said, "Portugal will be covered from north to south and from east to west with stakes of Zion. Chapels will be built in cities and towns throughout the whole land. And as a consequence of the growth of the kingdom of God, this nation will be exceedingly blessed and will become again a great nation as it was in times of old."
I couldn't find any statistics about the number of missionaries currently serving in Portugal, but I know there are more than a dozen sisters, and a couple elders, who report to the Provo MTC the same day as me - plus a new wave every six weeks following. The above prophecies are being fulfilled by the many missionaries and members that continue to serve the Lord in this beautiful country. The field is white!


Mission President:
The current MP is Stephen Fluckiger with his wife, Dorothy Fluckiger. President Fluckiger is a former Area Seventy in the North America Southwest Area. President and Sister Fluckinger both served as young adult missionaries in Brazil, as well in countless other capacities in the Church. I have heard they are the sweetest, kindest people in the world and I am very excited to meet them! (Plus aren't they just so cute together?)


National Emblems:
The Galo de Barcelos (Rooster of Barcelos) is one of the most common emblems of Portugal. These pieces of craftsmanship, made in painted clay in the city of Barcelos celebrate an old legend that tells the story of a dead rooster's miraculous intervention in proving the innocence of a man who had been falsely accused and sentenced to death.

A traditional codfish dish

The bacalhau (cod fish) is one of Portugal's most recognisable and traditional foods. There are said to be over 1000 recipes of bacalhau in Portugal. (Let's hope I like it...)

As with mostly every country besides the United States, football (soccer) is a pretty big deal. Portugal has produced some of the most talented players to grace the game of football such as Eusébio, Luís Figo, Ricardo Carvalho, Rui Costa, Pauleta, Deco and Cristiano Ronaldo. However, they have yet to win a major trophy (such as the World Cup).


Religion:
Portugal is a secular state. According to the 2001 census, the predominate religion is Roman Catholic at 84.5%. Other Christians make up 2.2% of the population, and other religions (such as Muslim, Hindu, Sikh, Bahai and Buddhist) are 0.3%. A large portion of the population- approximately 9%- are atheists (I'm personally hoping to see that number decrease significantly).

Temple:
 
The Madrid temple is about a 5.5 hr drive from Lisbon.
Currently Portuguese members attend the Madrid, Spain temple; however, the Lisbon temple was announced in General Conference of October 2010. The Lisbon Portugal temple is currently in the planning and approval phase. The land purchase has been finalized, but no groundbreaking date has been announced. It is anticipated to be the 156th operating temple. 
The temple plot has been purchased, located across from this golf course.
*Quoted from the LDS Church Temples site.

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